Following Stef onto tumblr.

Here.

I want to do all of the things I've ever wanted to do.
I want to continue to succeed and grow with my job.
I want to get out there on my own.
I want to do things my way.
And live the way I want to.
Without constantly over analyzing everything.
Without worrying about every little thing.
And just start not giving a shit about stupid things.

I don't even know.

So I'm sitting here in my room listening to Beach House and just thinking. My life is a complete mess. And I've missed it. And I'm not complaining. I'm thoroughly enjoying it. I deprived myself from being myself. I confined myself in one situation and just sat there and told myself that it's what I wanted. I miss the stupid things I used to do, the stupid situations I got in. I like being young, I like being carefree, and I like being free. The only person that I want to worry about hurting is myself. This is just a ramble of nonsense. Life has changed a lot from last summer, but in some aspects it's just the same. We've all grown, we've all made decisions that have impacted our lives. We may have lost ourselves for a time. But somewhere in there we are the same people.




And I just want to be me again.

OMG

Weird. It's been exactly one month since I've updated this thing.

I have nothing really, just random ramblings.

After next paycheck I'll FINALLY be all caught up in my bills and I'll be able to get my life on track.

It's my second week over at Montclair and it's been a great experience so far.

I seriously want to plan a trip to the Harry Potter theme park. Whose down?

TaTa.

There will be blood.
Coda: a Burn Scar in the Shape of the Sooner State.
Wet hair.
Kitties.
Great financial news.
Jeff Goldblum.
Brand New.
Snuggles seshes.
Zoos.

My life has turned into a constant circle of work, playtime with co-workers, and more work. With the occasional happy hour at On the Border and chill sessions at Lovesac.

Life's ruling.

I need to get to New York now.

I also need to get that black little pug I've always wanted.

Springtime! Springtime! Springtime!